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Students complain
they have too much work.

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They threw a garbage can
on the Dean's head.

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In my day, when I studied seamanship,

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if one had dared to do so,

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we would have been thrown
out in the street quickly.

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There was discipline at that time.

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It was not so bad.

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In his time ...

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My father lived continuously
remembering his youth.

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And didn't worry about mine.

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We all lived stuck in his past.

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And we couldn't get ourselves
out of his stories.

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My mother, for the last twenty years,
only spoke to him to ask :

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Are you going to drink coffee
when you have finished?

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As if she didn't know.
Old custom of master mariner.

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Coffee, three times a day,
and no sugar.

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Why did he want so much to stay awake?

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He spent his life sleeping as one
sleeps during a sermon in church.

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Good evening, Mr. Desagne.

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You come again to steal
our daughter.

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Are you going to the cinema?

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Of course. I watched only
two films in my life,

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but they have to go every
week. In my day ...

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Don't bring her home too late.

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Do not worry, mother.
Have a good evening.

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And as soon as we left them,

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I knew they were going to talk about my
elder brother who died in Indochina.

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If only he was here, she would
not need a boyfriend for fun.

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Come, I want to go home.

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Living without love...

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my parents had taught
me to hate love.

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I couldn't even bear the touch
of Eric's hands.

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I could not bear the sight of
other people making love.

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Not knowing pleasure I couldn't
understand the pleasure of this girl.

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Look.

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Wait.

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So, young people?
You want to keep us company?

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Another night perhaps, now we
have to go.

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Here, type this
before noon.

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It's the insurance's report of Mr. ...

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What are you waiting?

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Return quickly to your office.

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When employees lose
time, the chiefs lose money.

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What's up my little Carole?
Are you still in love with me?

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You know what I've heard?
People say you missed me.

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Are you here to tell me only
this nonsense?

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What do I hear? Are you scolding
the nephew of the boss now?

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You see I am working.

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What a disappointment.
I planned to leave to Cythère

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and now I find a model employee.

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I am a victim of the morality of
the middle class workers.

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That's life. See you soon.

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I'll be back.

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Next time tell him
he is an idiot.

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Since you knew before me
why don't you tell him yourself?

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That's how I was living,

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between the boredom of my parents,

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the pusillanimity of my boyfriend ...

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and the monotonous
disinterest of my work.

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Mrs. François had dressed my mother,

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it was agreed then that
Mrs. François would dress me.

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That's the family spirit for you.

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You ... you look so much
like your mother when she was young.

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By the way, this wedding
with Mr. Eric,

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is it soon?

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When leaving the house
of Mrs. François ...

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I saw him and it was an infatuation.

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Did you see her x-rays, doctor?

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Yes, it's a miracle, to have such a fall
and get by with as little damage.

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Yes, not a fracture, it's incredible.
And about the psychological damage?

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Do you think she's normal?
Is there no apparent trauma?

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Hard to say for now,
she has not yet spoken.

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Hopefully, the future will tell us.

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- We see you again tomorrow?
- Unfortunately, no.

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My holidays are over.
I'm leaving this afternoon.

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Have a good trip, Doctor.
Thanks and see you soon.

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But what do I see Miss?
It is not wise to get up so soon.

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A little patience, you must
take your time and rest.

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Here! Lie down.

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Try to sleep a little,
you'll see, everything will be fine.

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My convalescence continued
in the family home.

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And it was here for the first time

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that I felt the first symptoms
of the shameful disease

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that would change my life.

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I had never thought
about my body before

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and suddenly I found myself
thinking only about it.

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Its presence haunted me.

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At every moment I wanted to touch it.

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At every moment I had to look at myself.

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Surprised by this body which
now give me so much pleasure.

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Can you come downstairs, my darling?

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- Your boyfriend is waiting for you.
- Let him come up mother.

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It would not be correct for
him to enter in your room.

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- I'll tell him to come back tomorrow.

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You can trust Eric.

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And it would distracts me a little ...

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Are you alright?

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- I had to see you.

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No, do not thank me.

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You have ... I want ... I wish ...

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What?

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But here? Like that?

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I beg you, it's what
you wanted when ...

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I was so embarrassed to ask him this way
and I felt so sorry for him.

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A poor man who lost his temper
so miserably.

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At the same time, the desire
was so strong in me

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that I could not wait.

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Then everything went fast.

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Eric, I beg you.

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What if your mother comes in?

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Are you mad?

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- Are you mad at me?
- No, but ...

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Suddenly, I was afraid
and very embarrassed.

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To provoke him, I said:

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But you take me for a whore?

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No, a neurotic, an hysterical,

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a nymphomaniac.

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That's it. You're a nymphomaniac.

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He looked so devastated
that I started laughing.

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It was nerves. Nymphomaniac.
I did not even know it meant,

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Maybe he didn't know neither.

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This first contact with love
had not really satisfied me.

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I had felt a pleasure unknown
to me so far, very violent,

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but I wanted more.

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I dared not look
Eric face to face anymore.

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I was embarrassed by him.

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And also I suspected
he was not up to it.

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You're crying, my darling. What happened?
You had an argument with Eric?

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- No, mother, no.
- Answer me, my child.

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Do not be afraid.

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It will stay between us. I will not say
anything to your father.

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Where do you come from?

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You don't want to answer me?

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I'm worried.

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Since your accident, you're not the same.

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Before you trusted me,
you talked to me.

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Poor mother,

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I could not tell her
that since my accident

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I was seized by a sex madness
that did not stop growing.

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She would never have understood.

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She, who only knew the desire
that my father inspired to her.

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What did she know about love?
Nothing.

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Since she had never been unfaithful
to her husband.

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I could not tell anything
to my mother, nor Eric.

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Why did I confess to Gina?

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Because this old high school friend

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had in my teenage vision
an experience that fascinated me.

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So, I talked, I told her everything.

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She thought it was almost normal.
I insisted.

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You understand, before, I did not
even know what it meant being lusty.

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You were a bit retarded, no?

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It's terrible...

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but now I have to resist or
I would always be making love.

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- I know it's wrong.
- Of course not.

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Love is fine.

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But to always want to do it?

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Listen, between frigidity
and nymphomania...

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What?

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Between two evils you must
learn to choose the least.

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And being nympho is less common.

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You think I'm a ...

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A nymphomaniac? So what?

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So what? Gina was the second
to call me a nymphomaniac.

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I was beginning to believe it.

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Also my body became
increasingly demanding.

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Though I tried to be careful
the scandal had to explode someday.

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The next day, the day went
as boring as any other day.

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But I was afraid.

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Since the beginning of the afternoon
my flesh vibrated and bullied me.

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Will I have the strength
to resist any longer?

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There, another day gone by.

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One more, one less.

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Here, take the mail to sign to the boss.

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You want me to see you
at home tonight, my sweet?

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I understand that you desire me,
it is normal.

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But I already have three
appointments for tonight.

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Really?

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With your friend Sylvie?

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For me too?
Both of you at the same time?

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But it is Sodom and Gomorrah.

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Since you bring the girls,
I bring the champagne.

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See you later.

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So, my little Carole?
Always young, beautiful...

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and virgin?

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What is it?

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You don't feel well?

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- Carole is not here?
- No, she's in the boss's office.

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Why are you smiling?
There is nothing extraordinary.

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Of course.

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But she's in there since half an hour.

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The boss's nephew needs
time to sign three letters.

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- It's not the boss in there?
- No, he left for two days in Paris.

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Mr. Olivier is replacing him.

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Come on, Eric.

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It is Mr. Olivier who signs
the mail by proxy.

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- I beg you, try to understand.
- Understand what?

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That my daughter is a whore, perfectly.

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A nympho, a Jezebel.
My God, it had to happen to me.

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Let her speak.
Maybe she has an excuse.

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There is no excuse for an infamy
of this type.

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She will leave.

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You don't mean what you're saying?

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- But where will she go?
- I do not care.

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She was my daughter, she cheated me.
I do not know her anymore.

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I beg you, Bertrand.

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God asks us to forgive
those who offend us.

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Shut up.

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- If you want to go with her, you are free.
- Don't be concerned, mother.

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Father is right.
I can't stay here.

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But I don't want you to
leave without knowing

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where you're going and how you will live.

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And I won't be ashamed to share
remorse with you.

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Remorse is not a substitute
to forgiveness.

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Within two days, I
want her to leave the house.

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And all rushed along according
to a rigorous provincial logic.

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Eric forgave to Olivier
to keep his job

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and to stop the ridicule
of the scandal against me.

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In the blink of an eye, the news
made it throughout the city.

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I had become the whore
people are pointing to.

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Mr. Dirgrand, my former employer,

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was a fine man and deplored
the conduct of his nephew.

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But how to repair the irreparable?

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After all, I was adult.

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To get me away from the shame,

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he proposed to my father to send
me to work in Paris

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at his sister and since he promised
she would take care of me

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my mother agreed to let me go.

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And one day, I left Menton,

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tormented by the remorse
to have hurt my mother.

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But I have no time.

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- Ms. Carole has arrived, ma'am.
- Let her in.

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- Okay, Mrs.
- I'm sorry, my honey.

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- Did you have a good trip?
- Excellent, thank you.

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My brother explained everything to me.

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Let's forget Olivier.

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His intolerable rudeness doesn't do him justice.

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I know you speak English.
You have a Bachelor of Arts degree.

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What do you know about modern art?
Never mind.

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My clients generally
are so ignorant

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that with a little memory
you will quickly manage

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to make them think that
you are more educated than them.

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Starting tomorrow, you will be in
charge of the store with my clerk.

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She will put you in the loop.

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But you have to be very careful
because in eight days you will be alone.

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Until I find something better,
you will stay here.

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Do you like?

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00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:22,553
It's very nice.
I do not know how to thank you.

250
00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:25,436
Get used to not give
thanks to anyone.

251
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,232
That will avoid you
having many disappointments.

252
00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:30,870
- You seem confused.

253
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:35,797
What will you do tonight?

254
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:36,989
I don't know.

255
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:38,872
Muriel had done well.

256
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:40,913
She had understood
that to seduce me

257
00:27:41,120 --> 00:27:43,918
she had to let me have
the most beautiful night of my life.

258
00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:46,920
The sweetness of her words
got me drunk

259
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:48,956
as much as the hot wines
she offered to me.

260
00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:13,118
I was so good with her ...

261
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:30,833
I was wrong to believe
in the sincerity of Muriel's love.

262
00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:34,233
Soon I would be the victim
of her Machiavellianism.

263
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:40,950
You didn't tell me you had
a new clerk?

264
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:43,754
- She is very pretty, right?
- You can say that.

265
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:47,354
Where did you find her?

266
00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,357
It's my fool of a brother
who sent her to me.

267
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,152
- Your brother from Menton?
- Himself.

268
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:53,954
Countryside is full of resources.
We should not forget it.

269
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:55,120
And she is ...?

270
00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:57,240
I thought you came
to discuss business.

271
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,151
Yes, yes, but, tell me about her.

272
00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:02,040
Who is she? How is she?

273
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,873
Well, she's a small shopkeeper
which obeys quite well to her lady boss.

274
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,196
A little upset,
a little romantic.

275
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:10,870
The ideal dosage for a rich
Roman merchant passing in Paris.

276
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:15,589
If you can get me an appointment,
I buy half of your store.

277
00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,069
Deal.

278
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:18,799
Let's have dinner
together tomorrow night.

279
00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:21,838
There's no better occasion
to sign a bill of sale.

280
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:26,150
Tired of these perversions,
I was wandering the streets of Paris.

281
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:29,319
I couldn't stand it anymore.

282
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:34,152
I was lonely, tired, sick, nymphomaniac.

283
00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:37,195
I said quietly to myself :
I'm a nymphomaniac

284
00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:38,793
I'm a nymphomaniac.

285
00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:41,800
Sometimes to cross the path of
a man in the street was enough

286
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,235
to feel desire rising
again through my body.

287
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:45,873
What I dreaded

288
00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:48,833
was that this desire could be reborn
in front of any man.

289
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,031
Sick? Yes, I was really sick.

290
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:53,476
But a disease can be cured,

291
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:55,193
the cancer can be cured sometimes.

292
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:56,992
Why not cure nymphomania?

293
00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:01,669
- You come to me for a query, right?
- Yes, Doctor, but not for me.

294
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:05,594
It's for a friend.
I understand.

295
00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:09,790
I felt so embarrassed that I could not
talk of me saying I.

296
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:12,120
So I invented the character of
a poor girl

297
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,760
who resembled me physically
and morally,

298
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:18,839
It allowed me to tell her all
my adventures since my accident.

299
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:23,473
She understood everything.
Even what I wanted to hide.

300
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:27,196
You seem very upset
about your friend.

301
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:28,594
You have to send her to me here.

302
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:31,320
Is it serious?
She's a nymphomaniac, is she not?

303
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:36,155
- Nymphomaniac? What does it mean?
- I do not know, I ...

304
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:38,875
Do not ever use
medical terms

305
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,469
when you ignore the exact meaning.
Nymphomania ...

306
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:44,114
- It is a serious illness.
- Yes and no.

307
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:47,632
It takes a few treatments
very special, very long.

308
00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:50,429
Hormonal and psychiatric.

309
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:52,108
But it can be cured.

310
00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:56,877
Perhaps your friend suffers only
from a slight trauma

311
00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:59,560
that causes a sexual disorder
almost common.

312
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:01,119
Anyway, Miss,

313
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:05,069
tell your friend that not all
tumours are cancerous.

314
00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:07,715
There are many less malignant
that benign.

315
00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:11,077
It was the kind of comfort that
was offered to those facing death.

316
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:14,909
But, better than anyone, I was sure
to know the exact origin of my evil.

317
00:36:15,320 --> 00:36:18,756
Also tell your friend to come
to me with confidence.

318
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:24,478
She does not have to be ashamed.

319
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:27,070
And if I do not carefully examine her,

320
00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:29,555
I cannot say anything
about her case.

321
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:34,269
Next.

322
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:40,908
Muriel had praised
Bruno's good education.

323
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:42,639
And I trusted her easily.

324
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,917
He was a delicious scoffer.
He spoke fluently.

325
00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:50,273
He was cheerful, intelligent, gallant.
But at the end ...

326
00:36:51,480 --> 00:36:53,789
I do not think I could have spent a
nicer evening somewhere else.

327
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:57,916
With Muriel they made
a very pretty couple.

328
00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,356
And I wondered if they had been lovers.

329
00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:03,715
Then I thought my question
was quite naive.

330
00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:08,510
And suddenly in front of this man
and this woman,

331
00:37:08,720 --> 00:37:14,352
I felt a desire so brutal
that I wanted to scream.

332
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:16,709
But I restrained myself.

333
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:20,272
Again I felt ashamed by this
disease that fell on me.

334
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,474
Muriel, with great intuition,
probably felt my bewilderment.

335
00:37:35,760 --> 00:37:38,069
I'm sorry.
- It's nothing.

336
00:38:06,560 --> 00:38:08,471
I didn't know your vampire appetite.

337
00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:26,669
Charming.

338
00:38:27,240 --> 00:38:28,719
You form a very nice couple.

339
00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:35,836
If only Carole was more relaxed.

340
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:44,671
It went from bad to
worse very quickly ...

341
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:49,111
Both undressed and I let
them play with me.

342
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:50,719
Unable to resist,

343
00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:53,878
shattered between shame
and desire growing inside me.

344
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:56,236
Unfortunately, the desire
was the strongest.

345
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,516
I was so weak.

346
00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:03,313
And they played so well.

347
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,913
I was a prisoner of their
desires and mine.

348
00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:27,194
And I was even more alone
and bewildered.

349
00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:29,754
It was no use seeing a doctor again

350
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:32,269
if it was to confirm
my dark forebodings.

351
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,840
Definitely medicine could not
do anything for me.

352
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:38,912
There was then a last resource :
Religion.

353
00:42:39,200 --> 00:42:41,480
So far, all the principles that
my parents had instilled in me

354
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:43,200
had bothered me more
than anything else.

355
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:47,512
For the first time, I thought believing
in God could be my hope of salvation.

356
00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,637
Good morning, are you looking for someone?

357
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:24,395
No, I ...

358
00:43:27,360 --> 00:43:30,113
These church doors are always
difficult to open but come in.

359
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:31,548
Please, after you.

360
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:51,633
What's wrong?

361
00:43:53,240 --> 00:43:54,468
Are you sick?

362
00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:58,714
Rest a moment.

363
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:16,312
Would you prefer me to stay
at your side or me to leave?

364
00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:22,312
So, I can go and devote to my flock?

365
00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:24,875
Of course.

366
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:06,319
So, my child ...

367
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:38,233
You're late, Carole.

368
00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:40,870
It is a defect that I
cannot stand of my employees.

369
00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:45,592
But maybe you got used to go to bed
later since being in Paris.

370
00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:50,639
She pretended not to remember
our night to humiliate me.

371
00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:52,599
In fact, it hardly matters.

372
00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:54,672
Your private life does not interest me.

373
00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:58,388
But under any circumstances,
I want to get here before you.

374
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:02,549
Go and fill the order form
of Mr. Garrucci.

375
00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:05,759
- Do you remember that Italian that ...?
- Of course, madam.

376
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:10,593
Perfect, I like when my
employees have memory.

377
00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:18,995
When you're finished, you can go home.

378
00:46:19,200 --> 00:46:20,838
I close shop for a month.

379
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,194
Muriel was leaving for a travel
business to Japan.

380
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:30,436
She offered me a month of vacation.

381
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:32,119
Not out of generosity

382
00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:34,391
but to prove that I could
only be delighted

383
00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:36,079
to live under her domination.

384
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:41,714
For a change of scenery,

385
00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:45,276
I decided to take a few days
holiday on the Atlantic coast,

386
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:47,153
that I hadn't visited yet.

387
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:51,036
Using the car that Muriel
had given me up until her return.

388
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:52,998
I went there on a bright morning.

389
00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:13,351
I'm going to Arcachon.
Is it in your direction?

390
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:16,199
- Yes, I'm even going beyond.
- Lucky me.

391
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:17,880
- Can I get in?

392
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:46,635
What's wrong?

393
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:52,079
Are you mad?

394
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,674
Let me go.

395
00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:25,755
Since then, I was not the same.

396
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:28,355
I knew my disease
was all-powerful.

397
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:31,872
Why fight against the impossible?

398
00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:49,553
The first time it was chance
that brought you here.

399
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:52,069
But today?

400
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:56,715
Does it matter to know where you're going
if you do not know who you are?

401
00:49:58,440 --> 00:49:59,919
What is it?

402
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:02,959
Do you need me?

403
00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:09,994
The priest knew that some confessions

404
00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,317
needed God's nature
to be receivable to men.

405
00:50:14,200 --> 00:50:16,236
And I immediately trusted him.

406
00:50:17,720 --> 00:50:21,554
To break free of my anxieties,
I told my story in detail.

407
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:24,318
How I had lived in Menton,

408
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:27,270
under what circumstances
I had left,

409
00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:29,199
what I had become.

410
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:31,352
But nothing seemed to shock him.

411
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:37,078
Perhaps you consider this normal.

412
00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:40,029
But who says that God believes
the same thing?

413
00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:44,349
God always forgives those who suffer,
the sin they commit.

414
00:50:45,560 --> 00:50:47,915
And if I say that sometimes
I took pleasure ...

415
00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:53,316
A fugitive pleasure that you then
pays with much suffering, right?

416
00:50:54,520 --> 00:50:58,513
It hurts so much, Father. The body, the
soul, everything is rotten in me.

417
00:50:58,720 --> 00:51:02,156
No. You're aware
of this evil inside you.

418
00:51:02,720 --> 00:51:05,280
What you will need now
is the will to fight.

419
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:08,553
- I feel so weak.
- God tests you.

420
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:12,238
- He leaves when I need him ...
- Do not sin against hope.

421
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:16,434
To begin with, did you
go to see a doctor?

422
00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:20,432
I am sure that
a sick body

423
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:25,111
prevents true healing of the soul :
"Mens sana in corpore sano".

424
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:28,672
You must be active instead of
withdrawing into yourself

425
00:51:28,880 --> 00:51:30,074
and your little problems.

426
00:51:31,080 --> 00:51:33,514
Yes, yes, your little problems,
your very little problems,

427
00:51:33,720 --> 00:51:36,640
in respect to the major problems
God inflicts to all men.

428
00:51:36,720 --> 00:51:39,154
What if you had a deadly disease?

429
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,515
- I'd rather ...
- No, do not blaspheme.

430
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:45,989
He hears you.

431
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:47,548
He is everywhere,

432
00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:50,395
Even here.

433
00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:58,911
- He only has three leaves.
- Four. Don't you see the fourth?

434
00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:03,192
It is here, as God.

435
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:05,954
Well, enough speaking about him.

436
00:52:06,240 --> 00:52:08,151
Think about him, it will be just fine.

437
00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:10,477
I think about him but ...

438
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:12,716
Think less of you
and more about the others.

439
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:17,509
- I have nobody.
- One day someone will come for sure.

440
00:52:18,240 --> 00:52:19,753
Everything will be better for you.

441
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:23,911
Meanwhile, why not spend
your time more wisely

442
00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:26,073
and do a good deed?

443
00:52:26,480 --> 00:52:29,711
I don't know... Dedicate
yourself to an activity.

444
00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:35,754
Following the advice of the priest, I
registered to the University of Paris.

445
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,514
I studied with ardour
a course in philosophy.

446
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:44,199
Unfortunately, my illness
was stronger than my will.

447
00:52:45,240 --> 00:52:46,720
I was insane again.

448
00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:48,631
And I thought of the
evil that tormented me.

449
00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:46,715
- See you Saturday, we go to Deauville.

450
01:04:31,800 --> 01:04:34,439
No. It's not my fault.

451
01:04:35,280 --> 01:04:39,398
Yes, take a whip and hit me!
It feels so good.

452
01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:43,875
I don't want, I don't
want to see my father again.

453
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,159
If he learns who I am ...

454
01:04:57,200 --> 01:04:59,634
Yes, Muriel ...

455
01:05:01,520 --> 01:05:05,513
Slowly ...like this ...

456
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:16,033
You see, Father ...

457
01:05:17,080 --> 01:05:19,071
Your sermons were useless.

458
01:05:19,360 --> 01:05:24,639
However, I prayed, I prayed.
My God.

459
01:05:26,480 --> 01:05:28,914
God. Help me.

460
01:05:30,720 --> 01:05:31,755
Save me.

461
01:08:01,880 --> 01:08:03,233
Relax now.

462
01:08:05,360 --> 01:08:06,679
You're safe.

463
01:08:10,000 --> 01:08:11,149
I'm here.

464
01:08:12,360 --> 01:08:13,588
I won't leave you.

465
01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:17,560
That's it. Try to wake up a little.

466
01:08:19,920 --> 01:08:22,912
Too much sleep has tired you.
Try looking around.

467
01:08:28,640 --> 01:08:29,709
Come on.

468
01:08:31,080 --> 01:08:32,069
Open your eyes.

469
01:08:32,360 --> 01:08:33,839
Light will do you some good.

470
01:09:11,360 --> 01:09:12,554
You will save her.

471
01:09:13,520 --> 01:09:15,636
A young body does not accept
death so easily.

472
01:09:17,840 --> 01:09:20,000
To save a body, it's nothing,
Right, Father?

473
01:09:20,080 --> 01:09:22,913
It's a good thing but you're right,
it's not enough.

474
01:09:27,600 --> 01:09:29,875
Let us join our efforts
if we want her to ...

475
01:09:30,120 --> 01:09:33,078
But medicine can't do nothing

476
01:09:33,280 --> 01:09:35,316
against some disorders of the mind?

477
01:09:37,160 --> 01:09:40,311
You know her, Father. Tell me about her.

478
01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:43,273
Help me to help her.

479
01:09:44,080 --> 01:09:45,320
In his delirium, I heard that ...

480
01:09:45,400 --> 01:09:50,349
It is indeed a rather special
case, pretty pitiful.

481
01:09:52,560 --> 01:09:53,709
This girl had ...

482
01:10:01,360 --> 01:10:04,830
Do not leave me alone.
Alone, alone with him.

483
01:10:06,240 --> 01:10:07,798
I'm lost.

484
01:10:10,800 --> 01:10:12,153
Yes, I'm lost.

485
01:10:12,800 --> 01:10:14,400
In a word, she says she's nymphomaniac.

486
01:10:14,480 --> 01:10:17,552
As if she proudly claimed
her shame of this disease.

487
01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:21,155
But what does she know?

488
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:24,229
Did a reputable doctor diagnose ...
- I think not.

489
01:10:24,440 --> 01:10:28,035
But the more serious in her case is that
actually believing to be a nymphomaniac

490
01:10:28,600 --> 01:10:30,955
because of a certain sexual disorder,
in my opinion,

491
01:10:31,840 --> 01:10:34,274
she acts as a real nymphomaniac.

492
01:10:35,400 --> 01:10:39,791
Does this relate to psychiatric medicine?
- Rather psychosomatic.

493
01:10:41,880 --> 01:10:44,792
In that case the treatment
can be long and delicate,

494
01:10:45,440 --> 01:10:46,919
with an uncertain outcome.

495
01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:49,719
But she must be saved.

496
01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:52,150
It seems you take her case to heart.

497
01:10:52,880 --> 01:10:54,836
- It is the duty of a physician ...
- Don't misunderstand me.

498
01:10:55,040 --> 01:10:59,079
At the contrary, I paid tribute
to the doctor and the man.

499
01:11:07,720 --> 01:11:08,994
Yes you can.

500
01:11:09,600 --> 01:11:12,990
You can and you must do what
I could not do.

501
01:11:13,600 --> 01:11:18,469
She's a very lonely girl who
can't expect anything from her family.

502
01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:21,149
I'm not going to take her in my house.

503
01:11:21,360 --> 01:11:26,150
Doctor! I was looking for you. She had
another crisis so I gave her a painkiller.

504
01:11:26,800 --> 01:11:29,997
Very well. What more?

505
01:11:30,360 --> 01:11:34,273
Her parents. Her father sent a telegram,
He can't come to fetch her.

506
01:11:34,480 --> 01:11:38,473
What do we do? We can't let her
go as she came, alone and sick.

507
01:11:40,240 --> 01:11:42,435
- Prepare her things, I'll take her.
- But ...

508
01:11:43,680 --> 01:11:46,274
- You were going to say something?
- No, I thought ...

509
01:11:46,480 --> 01:11:48,198
- That I was wrong?
- No, on the contrary.

510
01:11:51,760 --> 01:11:55,389
- I have fear for all that it ...
- And me I have no fear at all anymore.

511
01:11:56,040 --> 01:11:57,268
Carole is saved.

512
01:11:58,520 --> 01:12:00,397
How I envy your faith in God.

513
01:12:01,080 --> 01:12:03,116
In God and love too.

514
01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:09,357
God also needs love, and I
and you and her, all of us.

515
01:12:10,360 --> 01:12:11,918
Michel kept his word.

516
01:12:12,280 --> 01:12:13,759
He took me at his home.

517
01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:28,314
He did everything possible to
make me feel comfortable.

518
01:12:31,880 --> 01:12:35,190
Never in my parents house,
I had felt as well at home.

519
01:12:41,960 --> 01:12:45,236
I only trembled with the idea to be
unable to pay him for all this trouble

520
01:12:45,720 --> 01:12:48,917
and to disappoint him by succumbing
again to this terrible disease.

521
01:12:49,440 --> 01:12:51,829
We had long conversations in this purpose.

522
01:12:52,200 --> 01:12:54,720
What a relief to talk to him
with all my soul,

523
01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:56,392
to the physician as well as the man.

524
01:12:57,000 --> 01:12:58,672
And how he knew how to listen.

525
01:12:58,920 --> 01:13:00,672
He did not even need to talk.

526
01:13:00,920 --> 01:13:03,559
I felt he understood everything,
without judging me.

527
01:13:04,920 --> 01:13:07,195
He interrupted me only at the end.

528
01:13:07,920 --> 01:13:09,239
When I had finished.

529
01:13:11,560 --> 01:13:13,312
That's it.
You know everything.

530
01:13:14,280 --> 01:13:16,271
I'm an incurable nymphomaniac.

531
01:13:19,360 --> 01:13:21,237
You are not a true nymphomaniac.

532
01:13:22,320 --> 01:13:23,435
I've seen some.

533
01:13:24,480 --> 01:13:26,948
And these poor girls would never
have spoken as you just did.

534
01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:31,230
But maybe, in a moment,
I will be very nervous

535
01:13:31,440 --> 01:13:32,998
and I will suddenly want to ...

536
01:13:36,440 --> 01:13:41,150
And to be sure, I'll have you
examined very carefully.

537
01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:43,633
Very carefully indeed.

538
01:13:44,920 --> 01:13:48,310
Michel took me to see
several medical specialists.

539
01:13:48,960 --> 01:13:56,036
I suffered examinations, analyses, tests,
interviews and tests of all kinds.

540
01:14:01,800 --> 01:14:03,074
Does it hurt here?

541
01:14:04,360 --> 01:14:05,429
How about here?

542
01:14:18,680 --> 01:14:20,159
Apparently, everything is correct.

543
01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:25,070
The longer and the more painful
was the psychiatric analysis.

544
01:14:25,760 --> 01:14:28,877
My interviewer had no mercy,
nor decency.

545
01:14:29,320 --> 01:14:31,515
The first time, I did not answer
to his questions.

546
01:14:31,760 --> 01:14:33,716
But Michel scolded me.

547
01:14:34,520 --> 01:14:36,078
You must answer to his
questions, Carole.

548
01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:38,880
I cannot, his questions are
so indiscreet

549
01:14:39,080 --> 01:14:40,957
and it hurts me to remember some details.

550
01:14:41,680 --> 01:14:42,954
But you must.

551
01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:44,713
Your healing depends on it.

552
01:14:45,640 --> 01:14:46,834
Try to remember.

553
01:14:47,840 --> 01:14:48,955
This man.

554
01:14:49,760 --> 01:14:51,830
It was you who provoked him.

555
01:15:10,360 --> 01:15:13,440
I did not want to go so far.
I felt so embarrassed.

556
01:15:13,520 --> 01:15:15,715
But my desire was the strongest
and I couldn't fight.

557
01:15:15,920 --> 01:15:19,037
- Go on.
- I cannot anymore, I can't remember.

558
01:15:19,800 --> 01:15:24,032
You must! Then you will feel
relieved. A last effort.

559
01:15:26,360 --> 01:15:28,157
I was leaving out of these
sessions completely exhausted.

560
01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:32,798
Fortunately, he was here.

561
01:15:33,200 --> 01:15:37,079
And I told myself that all that I did,
all that I suffered, it was for him.

562
01:15:39,040 --> 01:15:42,555
Alone I would never had
the bravery, but for him ...

563
01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:51,111
For you, for you, Michel.

564
01:15:51,600 --> 01:15:55,149
Suddenly, I felt the desire to see him,
to put my body against his.

565
01:15:55,440 --> 01:15:57,032
Was it my sickness returning again?

566
01:15:57,280 --> 01:15:59,999
Or an irresistible force that drew me
to Michel and ...

567
01:17:32,200 --> 01:17:33,428
Get dressed.

568
01:17:39,440 --> 01:17:40,475
Get inside.

569
01:17:43,240 --> 01:17:44,468
No. At the wheel.

570
01:17:50,600 --> 01:17:51,999
Start the car.

571
01:19:21,120 --> 01:19:22,439
I was shocked.

572
01:19:22,720 --> 01:19:25,439
For the first time Michel had
misunderstood my intentions.

573
01:19:25,640 --> 01:19:28,677
Because me, I knew, I
had finally understood.

574
01:19:29,160 --> 01:19:32,596
The force that had pushed me
to enter his room tonight

575
01:19:32,800 --> 01:19:36,236
had nothing to do with the
unhealthy desires, sexual

576
01:19:36,440 --> 01:19:39,830
and purely physical, that threw me
into the arms of men in the past.

577
01:19:40,080 --> 01:19:42,720
The proof is that I
was not really ashamed.

578
01:19:42,800 --> 01:19:47,191
And I could look straight into his eyes.
It's him who looked down in front of me.

579
01:19:47,480 --> 01:19:51,439
That was when he realised
that I was really healing.

580
01:19:51,760 --> 01:19:55,320
And that's why I have kept of that
night and this car expedition

581
01:19:55,400 --> 01:19:57,755
a memory at once terrible
and wonderful.

582
01:20:01,280 --> 01:20:02,508
Some days later, ...

583
01:20:02,760 --> 01:20:05,832
Was it a chance or an
unconscious will from me,

584
01:20:07,520 --> 01:20:11,354
whatever it was, my steps
took me to a well-known neighbourhood.

585
01:20:11,560 --> 01:20:13,118
And I met Muriel.

586
01:20:27,400 --> 01:20:28,799
What a pleasant surprise.

587
01:20:29,160 --> 01:20:32,277
Why did you leave me?
- It's rather you who ...

588
01:20:32,720 --> 01:20:35,598
Let's not argue for so little.
Come on.

589
01:20:36,840 --> 01:20:37,909
Are you afraid?

590
01:20:43,200 --> 01:20:46,954
I learned about your idiotic accident.
Thank God, you are divine.

591
01:20:47,880 --> 01:20:50,872
You look like a girl in love.
How is he?

592
01:20:51,840 --> 01:20:55,389
Tall? Handsome, young, intelligent?

593
01:20:56,920 --> 01:20:58,592
Of course, since you love him.

594
01:21:00,000 --> 01:21:03,310
And physically, is everything fine?

595
01:21:10,400 --> 01:21:12,356
I see. Some kinks.

596
01:21:13,200 --> 01:21:16,317
But it's normal, especially with your
temper a bit special.

597
01:21:16,640 --> 01:21:19,996
Of course that's between us.
I'm your friend, Carole.

598
01:21:20,720 --> 01:21:23,234
Did you know that Bruno is in Paris?

599
01:21:24,840 --> 01:21:26,398
He'd like to see you again.

600
01:21:27,360 --> 01:21:28,634
So do I.

601
01:21:31,320 --> 01:21:33,959
I give a small party at home
after tomorrow. If you feel like it.

602
01:21:34,160 --> 01:21:36,833
If your body feels like it, Carole ...

603
01:21:37,320 --> 01:21:39,470
Of course you can bring
the man of your life.

604
01:21:40,280 --> 01:21:41,679
I'm counting on you, Carole.

605
01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:49,553
I had made a mistake
to follow and listen to Muriel.

606
01:21:53,840 --> 01:21:56,149
In front of Michel, I felt
uncomfortable.

607
01:21:56,560 --> 01:21:58,710
Should I speak or stay silent?

608
01:22:00,800 --> 01:22:02,631
I needed to confess to the father.

609
01:22:03,200 --> 01:22:05,998
As if I was foreseeing
a danger or a new trap.

610
01:22:06,680 --> 01:22:08,159
I looked in vain.

611
01:22:13,200 --> 01:22:16,715
But I found another advisor
and I realised where was my duty.

612
01:22:17,520 --> 01:22:19,033
I had to tell everything to Michel.

613
01:22:19,240 --> 01:22:23,279
Only to him I could and I had to tell
everything. That's what I did right away.

614
01:22:23,960 --> 01:22:25,916
His reaction surprised
me a bit at the start.

615
01:22:26,440 --> 01:22:28,158
You did well to tell me.

616
01:22:28,360 --> 01:22:30,715
I knew since yesterday that you
were hiding something from me.

617
01:22:30,920 --> 01:22:31,909
Forgive me.

618
01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:34,788
- You know what you will do?
- I'm not going there.

619
01:22:35,320 --> 01:22:36,355
- On the contrary.
- But ...

620
01:22:36,560 --> 01:22:41,236
What or who do you fear?
Muriel? Bruno or you?

621
01:22:45,440 --> 01:22:50,195
Indeed, if I ask you to go to that
party it's because I trust you.

622
01:22:51,200 --> 01:22:53,589
What if I let myself dragged in
as before?

623
01:22:57,040 --> 01:22:58,473
You're not the same woman as before.

624
01:23:03,000 --> 01:23:04,831
I realized then that he was right.

625
01:23:05,040 --> 01:23:07,235
He submitted me to a last test.

626
01:23:07,440 --> 01:23:09,908
And I had to act honestly,
regarding my love for him,

627
01:23:10,560 --> 01:23:12,516
and show myself worthy of his trust.

628
01:23:13,200 --> 01:23:16,510
I prepared myself
with an unimaginable distress.

629
01:24:14,800 --> 01:24:18,031
Look who's coming.

630
01:24:19,680 --> 01:24:20,635
Well I never.

631
01:24:20,880 --> 01:24:24,714
I won the bet, I was sure
she could not resist the temptation.

632
01:25:04,640 --> 01:25:06,471
What a joy to see you.

633
01:25:29,720 --> 01:25:32,439
You can't imagine the pleasure
I have seeing you again.

634
01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:04,952
If your body fancies ...

635
01:26:07,120 --> 01:26:09,554
I'll leave you. You won't feel
lonely with these two.

